I didn't go instead....

Hey hey people :)

Hope you're all live and well :P I thought I'll update myself again, I ddin't go to my class today as I was not feeling well. I told my teacher to just send me the materials and I can work over them through this week :) In the meantime I ended up watching the tv shows that came out!! :D

I watched The Vampire Diaries :D Really really good :) also watched the Originals that started today which is a spin off from the Vampire Diaries :) and also watched New Girl too! :D I know I know I watch WAY too much! But what can I say that's what happens when you're ill and not working.

Anyways the rest of today I would probably just check out my community stuff and probably play here and there nothing entirely special though :P Also I'm going to watch crafty videos to see if I can enter in any contests for giveaways and things just feel like getting involved in things :P

Anyways that's all for today take care and think positive ;) xoxox

Awesome sleep!! :D

Good morning everyone!! :D

Ok well like the title says I had an awesome sleep! Well to be more precise I slept for too long from 8:30pm to 10:50am!!! :O that's way to much sleep of course I did wake up server so times here and there :)

Anyways I am having my breakfast now and going to get ready soon as I have my ICT clad today hopefully in those 3 hours I could advance really fast!! :) also I need to prepare food for the mid break the we get because its too quick so I need to eat something.

Also it's now been three days with my broken voice so yeah I'm about to introduce it to the ICT world haha!! :D anyways that's all for now I'll speak with you all soon take care and think positive xoxox 

House bound in a way...

Hey everyone! :D

Hope your all wonderfully great! :D I felt like blogging a little earlier than usual because I felt like i was to share how I'm feeling right now with you all :)

I woke up today feeling A LOT  of pain! :O I mentioned previously about my bone condition, well when I went to collect my meds I needed to speak with a doctor about my current health situation which basically I was not capable of working. Suprisingly I did get the appointment in less than half an hour! :O

So when I did consult with the doctor he did give me my letter to see how it's like for the next 3 weeks and to see if I can work here and there and of course whatever the outcome the appropriate action will be taken :) I will be showing this letter to my agency but I will not be going in today as it's quite far away and my body won't be able to handle it today. Anyway, aside from that the doctor explained to me clearly that my bones where getting thinner? Honestly I didn't quite understand what that meant but then he explained to me that the way my bones are supposed to be growing aren't actually. At this point I felt oh gosh this sounds so serious! :O But I kept calm and asked him what is the cause of this (because once you know the cause it's easier to find out how to solve it) he said it could be numerous things and that I won't know for sure until I go to the hospital. He said in my case it's more likely to be my lack in vitamin D which I thought was the case too because that's what I'm taking and he said it takes a while for the effect to kick in.

End of the consultation I got my meds, sick letter and of course some more understanding of my condition. The main thing is that I need to wait for my hospital appointment to know any furthur. For the current time I shall be at home most of the time (I will definitely make the most of this time by trying to get other things done).

Anyway that's all for now oh and one more thing I am trying to update the look of my blog so please let me know what you think :) I think it needs a change :P Anyways take care and think positive xoxox

Update on my Expressive writing blog

Hey everyone! :D

Just wanted to quickly update you all in my Expressive Writing blog as I know I said I would make some changes and it never happened.....well it did now! It's changed so please go and check out my latest update on that! :D I will also be posting this on my community so yeah please check it out!!! :D

Here's a link to my latest post on my Expressive Writing blog:

Expressive Writing blog update

So yeah anywho I will keep you all posted!! :D xoxox

feeling SUPER content!!! :D

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok so today I actually woke up a little early for once (at 10:30ish) and I had a wonderful sleep!! :D The great thing was that I didn't have no pain for once in the last 2 months! :D but then it came back after a bit and I was back at square one - but I thought to myself I enjoyed that painless moment and really appreciated it felt thought to myself  'so this is what it feels like to be pain free' haha but of course it's back again but I'm still happy!! :D

I'll tell you why I'm so happy....I just went over to my community and found that I have a NEW MEMEBER!!!! :D I really REALLY appreciate it a lot!! I know that many people may not really feel that excited but to me every one of you are special I even feel extremely happy when I see that people are viewing this blog regularly!!! Today I had 25 veiws!!! :D I mean in one day I normally get half of that! I also have a comment on my blog too!! :D So I superly duperly extremely HAPPY!

I will make sure to become more active and also I am working on my stories and my Sims 2 Blog will be updating too! So again I'm really happy!! :D I really just want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to all those who view my blogs and read about my things it make me really happy!!! :D

Please continue to support me as much as you can!! :D As always stay safe and NEVER forget to stay positive ;) xoxoxo

Oh one more thing here are some of the blooming flower that have grown in my garden! I'm really happy about it and I check on them everyday I will definitely cut them off before their withering stage! Let me know if you have any ideas of what I can use them for ;)

 These ones below are the ones that are from a different plant pot and it's going to be a purple flowers so I'm kind of excited about that!!! :D

Lastly I would like to say it's my younger sister's birthday today and Aston decided to celebrate it with us sooooo cute <3 :

(Text on pictures: Aston celebrating my sister's bday)

Yep he really held on to the balloon it was so cute!! :D So yeah Happy Birthday lil sis :) xoxox

Making progression...

Hello everyone!!

It me again been some time right? Ok well I will get straight to the point :P firstly I got a letter from the doctors to make my hospital appointment which I received on Saturday. Of course during the weekends I couldn't make it so instead I made it today :) the earliest appointment they have is on November 6th! :O so I thought I might as well take it it's better than nothing oh and it at 3pm of course I'm not going to just keep it like that I will definitely check to see if they have cancellation! Also today I found out that my cousin who just recently had a baby has cancer so please keep her in your dua's and of course for me too :) it just made me feel that there are a lot of people in my family with cancer andTumour or other serious illnesses and I feel that I might be suffering something serious too of course it's only a thought and I don't think it would be, but you know I think this is a sign for me to start praying as I really regret not doing so.

Also about my illness the good thing is I might go to Saudi Arabia to do my Umrah!! :D (to those who are non Muslim Umrah is like the shorter version of Hajj - one of the 5 pillars of Islam - it's a must for all Muslim who can do so to complete it (if you would like to know more search Umrah on google and you will find it)) I would love to do my Umrah!!! I think it will increase my faith and I feel I will become a much positive and stronger person spiritually. Plus Saudi Arabia has A LOT of sunlight which is exactly what I need, of course if I do to I will definitely take pictures and video as much as I can :)

Also our new cooker arrived in my house it was supposed to be installed and stuff today but the gas pump is too low so now we're waiting on the council to fix...here's a picture of our current cooker which has not been changed for more than 30 years nearly!!

Excuse the lots and pans :P

Now here's our new one all wrapped up and ready to be plugged in :P

It looks huge but actually some of it is the packaging!!! :P

Anywho that's all for today...oh actually there is one other thing I was watching bubz video on YouTube in her wedding and honeymoon video really made me happy for her and motivated me a lot to work on my thang :P so I definitively will do so :P

Anyways take care all and think positive with that irresistable smile ;) xoxox

It life's way of telling you to slow down

Hey everyone! :D

It's been a long one I know, so ill tell you what's been happening then, I won't give the nitty gritty details except that I was one step away from changing my doctors.

Before that I'll start with my x-ray result, basically they found that my bone is getting softer and that I am basically lacking in vitamin D the two main source of vitamin D is sunlight and fish! Thing is I can't have fish because I'm allergic to it so I basically need sunlight meaning I need to go somewhere with a lot of sun as you may know London doesn't really have much sunlight! So the good news is that I MIGHT be going on a holiday :D sounds wonderful!! :)

After finding out my results I wanted to be referred to a specialist because my condition is getting worse, so after I finally got to see the doctor they referred me and I have been taking the vitamin D tablets and also been prescribed a Vitamin D capsule AND a letter from the doctors about my referral to the hospital. This happened on the 20th of September 2013 and hey said it would take about two weeks to get a letter and to schedule in an appointment so now I'm waiting for he referral :) it's been a week now and I still haven't received anything so I'm still patiently waiting :)

Today I started my ICT course well it's called ECDL :) and it seems really easy so I'm sure I can manage to get a pass at level 2 but I need to look into getting a level 3 so it's of a higher qualification :) I enjoyed it the teacher was strict but not too strict which was good and the people were wonderful as well :) although my health was giving a little trouble but I think I'll be able to manage! :D

Yesterday I was talking to my sister about my health and how I'm worried that this may lead to me not being able to work or study as its quite bad and she told me its just like the saying: it's life's way of saying to slow down. While that may be true and all but I feel that I'm wasting y precious time right now and that I don't want it to be like this at all! I want to take up more course work as well and apply for the PGCE course again next year :) but my body is telling me otherwise and this is a great challenge that I need to face I believe :) it may be hard but I just have to deal with it :)

Anyways everyone, I'm going to leave it like that speak to you all soon until next time take care and think positive xoxox