Monday, 28 October 2013

Happy 1 year anniversary Aston and some special news! :D

Hello People! :D

Ok so today there are a few things I would like to get out in the open one is bad but on the other hand it's actually balances out with good points...actually more good than bad :D So firstly, lets that the bad thing out of the way, it's basically that there's quite a bit of a storm around the South of the UK so it said that it would hit just a little bit over around the South East (where I basically in London). Honestly we don't really get storms and things like the way the get it in US and other counttries. So it becomes a much bigger deal in here, especially in London because it's not common and people tend to get a little apprehensive ofor their own safety and such that some don't even prepare for it! Well to be honest that's not me...or my family...sort of :) Anyways,, there is quite a heavy wind and it said to last for about 2-3 days! :O so I was quite surprised by this! :D Fortunately, everyone in my family are safe! 

Ok now that the bad news is gone, lets go on to the next point :) Ok so today is the 1 year anniversary of owning Aston!!! :D This day last year Aston was brought home to our little home! :D He's a cheeky one and the most adorably cute one too! I thought I'd share some photoa of Aston from this day 1 year ago and one for this current day too! So here it is!! :D

 Here are the pictures from 1 year ago (28/10/2012):

Here are the pictures of the current Aston (28/10/2013):

(The picture above was taken yesterday (27/10/10) I wanted share this one coz I thought it was so cute!! other than the right eye lol looks a little funny hehe)

Ok so that's all about Aston! :D The other special thing is related to my other blog stuff...more specifically The Sims 2 blog! I wanted to all let you know that I would be start a new family!! :D I would be recording this one but non commentary though because this is something that I don't want to use my voice in because of my health currently! So yeah I hope you enjoy this new project!! :D Also I would be updated my Sims 2 blog with this too! :)

Ok well that's all for now everyone! :D I hope that everyone liked today's post I know I did!! :D Take care and think positive xoxox

Sunday, 27 October 2013

Feeling really creative! Definitely something going to happen soon!

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so today I was watching a lot of polymer clay videos and also watching the Tv show Sister Sister really a classic tv shows back in the 90's and yes anyone growing up in the 90's would agree that tv was good back then (I was born in 90 so I so agree with that :P)

Also I've made a creative decision which basically I think I'm going to but air hardening clay! It's a very great way to create clay creations without the process of going through the baking process! I think I would start it off with this and then start making creative creations and then move onto using polymer clay!! :D so I'm pretty psyched about that !! :D anyways I think I'm going to order the stuff tomorrow (of course it's a Sunday so it's not really a good day to order but I still want toad I will).

Anyways I just thought I'll let you all know about it I'm actually pretty excited about oh and I think I'm going to be doing some writing after this post! :D

Ok well I think I'll leave it like this I'll chat to you all soon and wait for some really creative action in the coming week ;) take care and think positive xoxox

Friday, 25 October 2013

Just been watching tv shows :D

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so today I have been watching my favourite tv shows!! :D you know what they are The Vampire Diaries (Squeal with me people *squeals*) and the spin-off The Originals! I really love these two shows they are really good! :D

Anyways I really enjoyed it so much that I went onto watch some interviews on the casts and really wanting to know about their character in real life :) It was nice I did the same thing last week too but I didn't watch it properly. I was watching Ian Somerhalder's interview and really felt that Ian was a really honest and down to earth kind of individual that I think is unique to find sometimes. But it's not that many other's don't have that same quality and there are, there are also those with complimenting qualities's nice :)

Also I have been reading a new manga and it's about a writer and a director trying to work together, but because of this manga it made me want to write my story - which I will be doing today (or what's left of today) - and I am not typing it up because from chapter 5 and onwards I'll write it up first and then type it and I know it's longer by doing this but it's better for me because then I can work on editing easily.

Anyways, I thought I'd just catch you up on my life and thoughts to you all ^^ because I want to keep it a regular thing as much as possible, I won't mention about blogging everyday because sometimes I don't so I think it would be better to just continue the way it's going! :D

#Side Note - not so fact you all don't have to read this at all lol#

As you can see I'm using colour again!! (yaay) Just thought I'd let you all know that I would start writing more like this rather than the dull black all the time :) the rest of the colours on my other posts would stay the same unless of course I'm posting through my ipod which it would stay black lol. I know this wasn't neccessary to say but I felt like just getting it out there.

Well that's all everyone take care and think positive xoxox

Thursday, 24 October 2013

Drifting into endless motivation and searching for some redemption

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so I know it's been awhile but I must say that it was only because I haven't been feeling so great! However I thought that I would write something today because I would feel bad if I didn't. So I thought I'd talk about something that I really love and motivates me to move forward! :D

It's the thought that this illness that I have is actually a blessing in disguise! I think that even though I'm in a lot of pain it means that Allah loves me a lot! :D He only thinks the best of people and never gives any trouble or illness that a person can't handle. By thinking like this it makes me feel that I am closer to my redemption then ever before. I feel motivated by the fact that I will be able to do some creative things (although I haven't done anything yet) but I know I will be able design great clothes and create an whole new world when it comes to story writing so yeah I think I will definitely be able to work from something! At the moment it would have to be my story, I have made a start on my next chapter (handwritten) and I will work on it and of course I will work on my clothes designs because I feel the creative juice flow bursting inside of me! :D I will definitely work with that and also I hope that I could start - after my hospital appointment in November - my charms and jewellery making stuff to share with people! So do look forward to that! :D

So I thought I'd pass on some positive thoughts around the world because I'm sure somewhere someone will feel that they are in a very bad situation and feel like they can't go on any longer. My advice to you would be not to worry so much and be yourself because it does become better than you think I know because I had glimpses of the good fortune! Even now I feel fortunate that my suffering is not as bad as some because there is always someone out there who suffer something even more worse than you. So just be patient and do positive things and good will come your way when you lease expect it! :D Don't feel like you are alone because there is always someone out there who is willing to help and if you feel like there is no one then think of Allah and you will be in a good place. Allah has always said: Think of Me when you are suffering and you will be rewarded because I never leave you. (This is not the exact words but it's something like this) Also if you feel like you need someone to talk to I will always be here for anyone! Because one of the things that I enjoy doing is helping others the most! :D 

Anyways take care and think positive! :D as always with love! xoxox

Saturday, 19 October 2013

Just redecorating! :)

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so today there was a lot redecorating all over my house today. It's a lot of clutter but it will be good to get it all decluttered and let the house breathe a little! :)

Other than that I've tried out the pens that I got it's really good! I think I'm going to use them of course I won't use them as colouring pens because I just want to add definition to things and I think it's the best way to go about it! :D

Anyways I think today I have been in a lot of pain so I am going to try and rest for the of the day..or what's left of the day! I'm also really going to start working on my story chapter more often so that I at least have a few chapters that I'm ahead! :D

So yeah that's all for today take care and think positive!! :D xoxox

Friday, 18 October 2013

Surprisingly ok :D

Hey everyone! :D

So today I had my ICT class and honestly saying I really enjoyed it, I thought that because it's kind of the things that I already knew it would be a little too simple but I actualy learnt a few things, just like the saying goes you learn something new everyday :D

Anyway during my 3 hour class I really thought that I would be uncomfortable and wouldn't be able to sit still for too long but in actuality I was able to sit still with very little discomfort and was able to get my work done of course I had to put up my feet on the chair and felt a little rude doing that in front of my teacher but she said it was ok and that she understood so I kept it and continued :D

So overall today was a really good day and I think I learnt a lot anyways I think I will also announce that I will start doing the drawing designs for the clothes either today or tomorrow! Really excited!! :D Anyways take care all and think positive as always! xoxox

Thursday, 17 October 2013

Oh gosh! It's here! :O

Hey Everyone :D

Ok I know it's been a lot longer then I thought and I know I said that I would update my blog yesterday and I didn't so I can understand why you all might be mad! So before anything I'll just apologise!! I'm really sorry I shouldn't have said I would do something if I couldn't! No excuses!

Ok now I'll talk to you all about the things that happened until today :D Firstly, lets talk about the mock interview that I did on Wednesday (that was on the 9th of October). I have to admit it was a worthwhile thing to do because I felt that I would make some mistakes, and of course it's always good to pratice. I think I would advise anyone who has any sort of interview to make sure to have a practice one even if it is with a friend, family or even practising yourself (by using a mirror, recording and playing back to yourself). It really makes a difference even those who are very confident in interviews, honestly saying I'm very confident when it comes to interviews but I still did it becuase I know it will help and I can learn something that I didn't know. Such as I thought that when I talk I always smile in actuality that's not true! :O I was quite suprised to find that out but I have been working on it so yeah I'll be showing more of my teeth :D

Anyways after the mock interview was over I got a lot out of it I learnt to speak more specifically about the job roles and to make sure to understand the job role completely. To also make sure to have a decent amount of hand gestures and not to go over board (I was actually very good at that part) I was also told that I did really well on my Context, Action and Result (CAR) without even realising! :O This method is a very good tool to use when describing something! You outline the context and then you give the action and the result of it at the end this is an excellent skill to have. At the end of the mock interview I think it was a good outcome.

Ok so the next thing is that I wanted to share this really delicious sandwhich that I made over the weekend. It's fried leftover chicken with green and yellow pepper (for colour of course ^^) and topped off with cheese! :D It's a must try for anyone even if it is just once and for those who are losing weight should just add lots of garlic because garlic cuts down the fat :) (oh how I love garlic but can't have too much of it because I'm actually trying to gain weight) so yeah I just thought I would share this with you all :D 

Ok this colour may look like orange here but it's actually called coral! It's like a nice rose colour that I really love and the reason why I'm showing you all this is because we have just redecorated our room and it's wall colour has been changed!! :D so I really love it! feels a little different though but there are still a lot of things to do in the room (like throwing on a new carpet and rearraging the furniture), so hopefully that would be done soon! :D

Our cooker has finally been fitted!!! :D it looks awesome! and it's great! it's absolutely wonderful!! :D I just love it soo much!! :D and it matches with our counters too! This was done on Sunday 12th October which was nice because the next day I had my interview!! :D

So Monday finally came and that meant so did my interview! :D All I could say that I was totally nervous!! :D I got there a little too early so it gave me a chance to go and pray and then do some practicing! :D Afterwards I when I went in there was not 1 but two people interviewing me! :O I so nervous FYI I am always nervous before an interview, presentation and so on but during the process I calm down and I'm my normal self!

The interview was started off with a simple question and surprised me when they said that they are looking to recruite someone who can manage a new project. Of course I knew that but at that point I felt blank probably because of the way they worded it! Well anyways, I managed to answer the questions but there was a few things that I said I didn't have skills for but after saying so I did mention that I am will to take on any training! :D It's always best to end in a positive note! It leaves the interviewers thinking that you are compentent and have a thrive for gaining new skills! :D 

Anyways I think I am really excited about it and feel I actually have a shot and also they said they will let me know in the next few days either by phone or by e-mail. Anyways I'm still waiting for an answer from them so hopefully it's a good one :D

Oh and lastly I went to Stratford shopping centre to get some coloured graphic pens to help me out with my creative drawing for clothes! Couldn't find exactly what I as looking for so I got the next best thing so I thought I'll show you guys a picture of it:

Also I have just finished the manhwa 100% Perfect Girl it's a really good manhwa and very motivating which is why I can say I feel so pumped! :D With the creative side of course and my academic side as well as my Islamic side too! So hopefully I will be like this longer and make use of it!! :D Anyways that's all for now until tomorrow take care and think positive! xoxox

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Quick notice

Hey everyone,

Just wanted to let you all know that I will let you all know what happened since last week till today all tomorrow!! :D

Also it was Eid day today so Eid Mubarak everyone!!! Xoxox

Tuesday, 8 October 2013

Feeling inspired :P

Hey everyone! :)

So basically today I went to JSA and my body was killing me...I wouldn't go into details about it because it's pretty much the same....that aside I actually was talking to my advisor about my trip to Whales when I went in year 9 (I was 14 then ^^), it was a 1 week trip and I was surprised that my dad actually let me go :P (actually a few months back the topic came about and my dad was indenial and was shocked that he did let me funny ^^) So anyways it just felt so nostalgic when I was thinking talking about it, making me really excited and thinking of going again...but of course that wouldn't happen given my health and the timing :P

Anyways, in the last few days and still continuing, I was watching my an anime called Aikatsu! It's a very interesting anime, and very childlike :P but I still like watching it. It's about a rising idol and how she goes through all the different events and auditions to gain to the top and beat her idol, along the way she meets other idols and other things happen. Anyway, one of the key features of the anime was the clothing cards that they all have. Different branded clothes suiting different people and the outfits! It's inspired me to draw outfits in the forms of cards and share them with you all :P Make it into a collectable fashion cards too! :D So yeah I think I might start it up!! :D another thing to keep me occupied! :D

Also you all know about my job interview next week right? Well, I got a call from my uni today asking me to come in tomorrow for a mock interview! :D So yeah I'm going to go tomorrow to see if it goes well, so wish me good fortune! :D

Take care and think positive!! xoxox

Monday, 7 October 2013

Please have a go at my poll!

Hey everyone! :D

Quick message I just created a poll and every week it's going to be something different! It's a ways to help me improve my blog! :D it would be on the right hand side at the top please have a go and don't be shy!! :D

Thanks xoxox

Flowers blooming and some AWESOME news!!!!! :D

Hello Everyone!! :D

Today I am in an Awesome Awesome AWESOME mood!! :D Firstly I'd like to share some of the flowers that grew in my garden!! :D You might be thinking why am I so excited about flowers...well I'll tell you :P I LOVE flowers and roses!! :D they are like the best thing in the world and will put a smile on anyone's face!! :D They are the best thing! I'm telling you if you're down just look at some flowers or smell them they will give you a sense of momentary bliss at the bare minimum :P

So anyways I picked these flowers from my flower pot before they started to wither and thought to myself that I would make a bouquet of flower joined together and leave it as a decoration! :D So here they are! :D

Doesn't it look marvellous!! :D It's so cute and the tiny tea cup makes it even prettier! :D

Ok so I today was what made me feel so awesomely happy! :D I was sleeping in the morning when my phone started ringing and I picked up the phone - FYI I just woke up and I sound horrible in the morning (almost sound like a boy!) - so when I answered the phone I received a call from the Internship programme. A few weeks ago they called me telling me about some possible job opportunities and I said for them to put me down for it! So today they finally got back to me well the emplyers got back to them and they got back to me saying that.....I have a interview for one of the job!!!!! :D I am so happy!!! :D This is like a possible job I will be a co-ordinator and the best thing is that it's located right at my uni!!!! :D It's in my uni!!! :D so it's absolutely perfect!! :D I think it's for 3 days as well so I really can't wait to go for it!!!! :D I am absolutely ecstatic about it (i'm sure you can tell) It's like the perfect job for me at the moment - oh don't worry I still haven't given up my hope to becoming a teacher oh no no no :P - I think this would help me out in terms of my health as well!!

So yeah please please please! Keep my in your dua's and prayers!! :D I really wish to get this job so I hope I do. I know I know I'm getting WAAY too hopeful about it and it's not something that should be feeling but I just can't help it!! :D Also I asked my uni to give me a mock interview because I want to be fully prepared for this!! :D So I'm looking forward to it!! :D

Also because of my health I need as much vitamin D so I have been going out in the sun  whenever it came out and today and yesterday was no exception. Of course being a Muslim we always cover up so it's really hard to get the sunlight so what I do is at the front of my house I just cover my hair and expose my arms and feet and face to the sun - this is for medical purpose so insha Allah it will be fine! :D Afterwards, I spoke to my dad saying I'm going to the market and I was really happy that I went because it's been a week since I last went out of the house! So not good! Because I've been spending my time at home for too long! So I went to the market, but I didn't get anything for me because it was a Monday and there really wasn't anything good that was out so yeah, but because of the mood I've been feeling I have been so pumped and feel like I can do about anything! :D Including getting back into my jewellery making! Which I will start to do soon because I'll be going to another market called Roman Road Market tomorrow to see what I could get!! :D Jewellery wise I mean and of course any other things. But while I was at Crisp Street market (the one I went to today) I took a couple of pictures just to show you all!! :D

Market always have a lot of good stuff and it's always exciting to find out what they might have next! :D So I love going to markets!! :D

Anyways that's all for today again always and forever stay safe and think positive because there's no better way to  live a life then like this :P xoxox

Friday, 4 October 2013

Korean strawberry candy!! Yum :)

Hey people!!

I jus had to post this! Basically yesterday I was watching a YouTube video on Korean strawberry hard candy :) it looked so good!! :D today my sister went out and got some strawberries!! So I thought I would make it myself!! It was the first time I've ever made syrup!! It wasn't the best but giving how I made it like for the first time I think it came out pretty well and it also tasted really good too! :D

Here's how it looks:

Like I said first time but its not so bad :)

Hehe kind of feel creative :D xoxox

I didn't go instead....

Hey hey people :)

Hope you're all live and well :P I thought I'll update myself again, I ddin't go to my class today as I was not feeling well. I told my teacher to just send me the materials and I can work over them through this week :) In the meantime I ended up watching the tv shows that came out!! :D

I watched The Vampire Diaries :D Really really good :) also watched the Originals that started today which is a spin off from the Vampire Diaries :) and also watched New Girl too! :D I know I know I watch WAY too much! But what can I say that's what happens when you're ill and not working.

Anyways the rest of today I would probably just check out my community stuff and probably play here and there nothing entirely special though :P Also I'm going to watch crafty videos to see if I can enter in any contests for giveaways and things just feel like getting involved in things :P

Anyways that's all for today take care and think positive ;) xoxox

Awesome sleep!! :D

Good morning everyone!! :D

Ok well like the title says I had an awesome sleep! Well to be more precise I slept for too long from 8:30pm to 10:50am!!! :O that's way to much sleep of course I did wake up server so times here and there :)

Anyways I am having my breakfast now and going to get ready soon as I have my ICT clad today hopefully in those 3 hours I could advance really fast!! :) also I need to prepare food for the mid break the we get because its too quick so I need to eat something.

Also it's now been three days with my broken voice so yeah I'm about to introduce it to the ICT world haha!! :D anyways that's all for now I'll speak with you all soon take care and think positive xoxox 

Wednesday, 2 October 2013

House bound in a way...

Hey everyone! :D

Hope your all wonderfully great! :D I felt like blogging a little earlier than usual because I felt like i was to share how I'm feeling right now with you all :)

I woke up today feeling A LOT  of pain! :O I mentioned previously about my bone condition, well when I went to collect my meds I needed to speak with a doctor about my current health situation which basically I was not capable of working. Suprisingly I did get the appointment in less than half an hour! :O

So when I did consult with the doctor he did give me my letter to see how it's like for the next 3 weeks and to see if I can work here and there and of course whatever the outcome the appropriate action will be taken :) I will be showing this letter to my agency but I will not be going in today as it's quite far away and my body won't be able to handle it today. Anyway, aside from that the doctor explained to me clearly that my bones where getting thinner? Honestly I didn't quite understand what that meant but then he explained to me that the way my bones are supposed to be growing aren't actually. At this point I felt oh gosh this sounds so serious! :O But I kept calm and asked him what is the cause of this (because once you know the cause it's easier to find out how to solve it) he said it could be numerous things and that I won't know for sure until I go to the hospital. He said in my case it's more likely to be my lack in vitamin D which I thought was the case too because that's what I'm taking and he said it takes a while for the effect to kick in.

End of the consultation I got my meds, sick letter and of course some more understanding of my condition. The main thing is that I need to wait for my hospital appointment to know any furthur. For the current time I shall be at home most of the time (I will definitely make the most of this time by trying to get other things done).

Anyway that's all for now oh and one more thing I am trying to update the look of my blog so please let me know what you think :) I think it needs a change :P Anyways take care and think positive xoxox

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

Update on my Expressive writing blog

Hey everyone! :D

Just wanted to quickly update you all in my Expressive Writing blog as I know I said I would make some changes and it never happened.....well it did now! It's changed so please go and check out my latest update on that! :D I will also be posting this on my community so yeah please check it out!!! :D

Here's a link to my latest post on my Expressive Writing blog:

Expressive Writing blog update

So yeah anywho I will keep you all posted!! :D xoxox

feeling SUPER content!!! :D

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok so today I actually woke up a little early for once (at 10:30ish) and I had a wonderful sleep!! :D The great thing was that I didn't have no pain for once in the last 2 months! :D but then it came back after a bit and I was back at square one - but I thought to myself I enjoyed that painless moment and really appreciated it felt thought to myself  'so this is what it feels like to be pain free' haha but of course it's back again but I'm still happy!! :D

I'll tell you why I'm so happy....I just went over to my community and found that I have a NEW MEMEBER!!!! :D I really REALLY appreciate it a lot!! I know that many people may not really feel that excited but to me every one of you are special I even feel extremely happy when I see that people are viewing this blog regularly!!! Today I had 25 veiws!!! :D I mean in one day I normally get half of that! I also have a comment on my blog too!! :D So I superly duperly extremely HAPPY!

I will make sure to become more active and also I am working on my stories and my Sims 2 Blog will be updating too! So again I'm really happy!! :D I really just want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to all those who view my blogs and read about my things it make me really happy!!! :D

Please continue to support me as much as you can!! :D As always stay safe and NEVER forget to stay positive ;) xoxoxo

Oh one more thing here are some of the blooming flower that have grown in my garden! I'm really happy about it and I check on them everyday I will definitely cut them off before their withering stage! Let me know if you have any ideas of what I can use them for ;)

 These ones below are the ones that are from a different plant pot and it's going to be a purple flowers so I'm kind of excited about that!!! :D

Lastly I would like to say it's my younger sister's birthday today and Aston decided to celebrate it with us sooooo cute <3 :

(Text on pictures: Aston celebrating my sister's bday)

Yep he really held on to the balloon it was so cute!! :D So yeah Happy Birthday lil sis :) xoxox