Hey everyone! :D
Ok so I know it's been awhile but I must say that it was only because I haven't been feeling so great! However I thought that I would write something today because I would feel bad if I didn't. So I thought I'd talk about something that I really love and motivates me to move forward! :D
It's the thought that this illness that I have is actually a blessing in disguise! I think that even though I'm in a lot of pain it means that Allah loves me a lot! :D He only thinks the best of people and never gives any trouble or illness that a person can't handle. By thinking like this it makes me feel that I am closer to my redemption then ever before. I feel motivated by the fact that I will be able to do some creative things (although I haven't done anything yet) but I know I will be able design great clothes and create an whole new world when it comes to story writing so yeah I think I will definitely be able to work from something! At the moment it would have to be my story, I have made a start on my next chapter (handwritten) and I will work on it and of course I will work on my clothes designs because I feel the creative juice flow bursting inside of me! :D I will definitely work with that and also I hope that I could start - after my hospital appointment in November - my charms and jewellery making stuff to share with people! So do look forward to that! :D
So I thought I'd pass on some positive thoughts around the world because I'm sure somewhere someone will feel that they are in a very bad situation and feel like they can't go on any longer. My advice to you would be not to worry so much and be yourself because it does become better than you think I know because I had glimpses of the good fortune! Even now I feel fortunate that my suffering is not as bad as some because there is always someone out there who suffer something even more worse than you. So just be patient and do positive things and good will come your way when you lease expect it! :D Don't feel like you are alone because there is always someone out there who is willing to help and if you feel like there is no one then think of Allah and you will be in a good place. Allah has always said: Think of Me when you are suffering and you will be rewarded because I never leave you. (This is not the exact words but it's something like this) Also if you feel like you need someone to talk to I will always be here for anyone! Because one of the things that I enjoy doing is helping others the most! :D
Anyways take care and think positive! :D as always with love! xoxox
Thursday, 24 October 2013
Saturday, 19 October 2013
Just redecorating! :)
Hey everyone! :D
Ok so today there was a lot redecorating all over my house today. It's a lot of clutter but it will be good to get it all decluttered and let the house breathe a little! :)
Other than that I've tried out the pens that I got it's really good! I think I'm going to use them of course I won't use them as colouring pens because I just want to add definition to things and I think it's the best way to go about it! :D
Anyways I think today I have been in a lot of pain so I am going to try and rest for the of the day..or what's left of the day! I'm also really going to start working on my story chapter more often so that I at least have a few chapters that I'm ahead! :D
So yeah that's all for today take care and think positive!! :D xoxox
Ok so today there was a lot redecorating all over my house today. It's a lot of clutter but it will be good to get it all decluttered and let the house breathe a little! :)
Other than that I've tried out the pens that I got it's really good! I think I'm going to use them of course I won't use them as colouring pens because I just want to add definition to things and I think it's the best way to go about it! :D
Anyways I think today I have been in a lot of pain so I am going to try and rest for the of the day..or what's left of the day! I'm also really going to start working on my story chapter more often so that I at least have a few chapters that I'm ahead! :D
So yeah that's all for today take care and think positive!! :D xoxox
Friday, 18 October 2013
Surprisingly ok :D
Hey everyone! :D
So today I had my ICT class and honestly saying I really enjoyed it, I thought that because it's kind of the things that I already knew it would be a little too simple but I actualy learnt a few things, just like the saying goes you learn something new everyday :D
Anyway during my 3 hour class I really thought that I would be uncomfortable and wouldn't be able to sit still for too long but in actuality I was able to sit still with very little discomfort and was able to get my work done of course I had to put up my feet on the chair and felt a little rude doing that in front of my teacher but she said it was ok and that she understood so I kept it and continued :D
So overall today was a really good day and I think I learnt a lot anyways I think I will also announce that I will start doing the drawing designs for the clothes either today or tomorrow! Really excited!! :D Anyways take care all and think positive as always! xoxox
So today I had my ICT class and honestly saying I really enjoyed it, I thought that because it's kind of the things that I already knew it would be a little too simple but I actualy learnt a few things, just like the saying goes you learn something new everyday :D
Anyway during my 3 hour class I really thought that I would be uncomfortable and wouldn't be able to sit still for too long but in actuality I was able to sit still with very little discomfort and was able to get my work done of course I had to put up my feet on the chair and felt a little rude doing that in front of my teacher but she said it was ok and that she understood so I kept it and continued :D
So overall today was a really good day and I think I learnt a lot anyways I think I will also announce that I will start doing the drawing designs for the clothes either today or tomorrow! Really excited!! :D Anyways take care all and think positive as always! xoxox
Thursday, 17 October 2013
Oh gosh! It's here! :O
Hey Everyone :D
Ok I know it's been a lot longer then I thought and I know I said that I would update my blog yesterday and I didn't so I can understand why you all might be mad! So before anything I'll just apologise!! I'm really sorry I shouldn't have said I would do something if I couldn't! No excuses!
Ok now I'll talk to you all about the things that happened until today :D Firstly, lets talk about the mock interview that I did on Wednesday (that was on the 9th of October). I have to admit it was a worthwhile thing to do because I felt that I would make some mistakes, and of course it's always good to pratice. I think I would advise anyone who has any sort of interview to make sure to have a practice one even if it is with a friend, family or even practising yourself (by using a mirror, recording and playing back to yourself). It really makes a difference even those who are very confident in interviews, honestly saying I'm very confident when it comes to interviews but I still did it becuase I know it will help and I can learn something that I didn't know. Such as I thought that when I talk I always smile in actuality that's not true! :O I was quite suprised to find that out but I have been working on it so yeah I'll be showing more of my teeth :D
Anyways after the mock interview was over I got a lot out of it I learnt to speak more specifically about the job roles and to make sure to understand the job role completely. To also make sure to have a decent amount of hand gestures and not to go over board (I was actually very good at that part) I was also told that I did really well on my Context, Action and Result (CAR) without even realising! :O This method is a very good tool to use when describing something! You outline the context and then you give the action and the result of it at the end this is an excellent skill to have. At the end of the mock interview I think it was a good outcome.
Ok so the next thing is that I wanted to share this really delicious sandwhich that I made over the weekend. It's fried leftover chicken with green and yellow pepper (for colour of course ^^) and topped off with cheese! :D It's a must try for anyone even if it is just once and for those who are losing weight should just add lots of garlic because garlic cuts down the fat :) (oh how I love garlic but can't have too much of it because I'm actually trying to gain weight) so yeah I just thought I would share this with you all :D
Ok this colour may look like orange here but it's actually called coral! It's like a nice rose colour that I really love and the reason why I'm showing you all this is because we have just redecorated our room and it's wall colour has been changed!! :D so I really love it! feels a little different though but there are still a lot of things to do in the room (like throwing on a new carpet and rearraging the furniture), so hopefully that would be done soon! :D
Our cooker has finally been fitted!!! :D it looks awesome! and it's great! it's absolutely wonderful!! :D I just love it soo much!! :D and it matches with our counters too! This was done on Sunday 12th October which was nice because the next day I had my interview!! :D
Anyways I think I am really excited about it and feel I actually have a shot and also they said they will let me know in the next few days either by phone or by e-mail. Anyways I'm still waiting for an answer from them so hopefully it's a good one :D
Ok I know it's been a lot longer then I thought and I know I said that I would update my blog yesterday and I didn't so I can understand why you all might be mad! So before anything I'll just apologise!! I'm really sorry I shouldn't have said I would do something if I couldn't! No excuses!
Ok now I'll talk to you all about the things that happened until today :D Firstly, lets talk about the mock interview that I did on Wednesday (that was on the 9th of October). I have to admit it was a worthwhile thing to do because I felt that I would make some mistakes, and of course it's always good to pratice. I think I would advise anyone who has any sort of interview to make sure to have a practice one even if it is with a friend, family or even practising yourself (by using a mirror, recording and playing back to yourself). It really makes a difference even those who are very confident in interviews, honestly saying I'm very confident when it comes to interviews but I still did it becuase I know it will help and I can learn something that I didn't know. Such as I thought that when I talk I always smile in actuality that's not true! :O I was quite suprised to find that out but I have been working on it so yeah I'll be showing more of my teeth :D
Anyways after the mock interview was over I got a lot out of it I learnt to speak more specifically about the job roles and to make sure to understand the job role completely. To also make sure to have a decent amount of hand gestures and not to go over board (I was actually very good at that part) I was also told that I did really well on my Context, Action and Result (CAR) without even realising! :O This method is a very good tool to use when describing something! You outline the context and then you give the action and the result of it at the end this is an excellent skill to have. At the end of the mock interview I think it was a good outcome.
Ok so the next thing is that I wanted to share this really delicious sandwhich that I made over the weekend. It's fried leftover chicken with green and yellow pepper (for colour of course ^^) and topped off with cheese! :D It's a must try for anyone even if it is just once and for those who are losing weight should just add lots of garlic because garlic cuts down the fat :) (oh how I love garlic but can't have too much of it because I'm actually trying to gain weight) so yeah I just thought I would share this with you all :D
Ok this colour may look like orange here but it's actually called coral! It's like a nice rose colour that I really love and the reason why I'm showing you all this is because we have just redecorated our room and it's wall colour has been changed!! :D so I really love it! feels a little different though but there are still a lot of things to do in the room (like throwing on a new carpet and rearraging the furniture), so hopefully that would be done soon! :D
Our cooker has finally been fitted!!! :D it looks awesome! and it's great! it's absolutely wonderful!! :D I just love it soo much!! :D and it matches with our counters too! This was done on Sunday 12th October which was nice because the next day I had my interview!! :D
So Monday finally came and that meant so did my interview! :D All I could say that I was totally nervous!! :D I got there a little too early so it gave me a chance to go and pray and then do some practicing! :D Afterwards I when I went in there was not 1 but two people interviewing me! :O I so nervous FYI I am always nervous before an interview, presentation and so on but during the process I calm down and I'm my normal self!
The interview was started off with a simple question and surprised me when they said that they are looking to recruite someone who can manage a new project. Of course I knew that but at that point I felt blank probably because of the way they worded it! Well anyways, I managed to answer the questions but there was a few things that I said I didn't have skills for but after saying so I did mention that I am will to take on any training! :D It's always best to end in a positive note! It leaves the interviewers thinking that you are compentent and have a thrive for gaining new skills! :D
Anyways I think I am really excited about it and feel I actually have a shot and also they said they will let me know in the next few days either by phone or by e-mail. Anyways I'm still waiting for an answer from them so hopefully it's a good one :D
Oh and lastly I went to Stratford shopping centre to get some coloured graphic pens to help me out with my creative drawing for clothes! Couldn't find exactly what I as looking for so I got the next best thing so I thought I'll show you guys a picture of it:
Also I have just finished the manhwa 100% Perfect Girl it's a really good manhwa and very motivating which is why I can say I feel so pumped! :D With the creative side of course and my academic side as well as my Islamic side too! So hopefully I will be like this longer and make use of it!! :D Anyways that's all for now until tomorrow take care and think positive! xoxox
Tuesday, 15 October 2013
Quick notice
Hey everyone,
Just wanted to let you all know that I will let you all know what happened since last week till today all tomorrow!! :D
Also it was Eid day today so Eid Mubarak everyone!!! Xoxox
Tuesday, 8 October 2013
Feeling inspired :P
Hey everyone! :)
So basically today I went to JSA and my body was killing me...I wouldn't go into details about it because it's pretty much the same....that aside I actually was talking to my advisor about my trip to Whales when I went in year 9 (I was 14 then ^^), it was a 1 week trip and I was surprised that my dad actually let me go :P (actually a few months back the topic came about and my dad was indenial and was shocked that he did let me go...so funny ^^) So anyways it just felt so nostalgic when I was thinking talking about it, making me really excited and thinking of going again...but of course that wouldn't happen given my health and the timing :P
Anyways, in the last few days and still continuing, I was watching my an anime called Aikatsu! It's a very interesting anime, and very childlike :P but I still like watching it. It's about a rising idol and how she goes through all the different events and auditions to gain to the top and beat her idol, along the way she meets other idols and other things happen. Anyway, one of the key features of the anime was the clothing cards that they all have. Different branded clothes suiting different people and the outfits! It's inspired me to draw outfits in the forms of cards and share them with you all :P Make it into a collectable fashion cards too! :D So yeah I think I might start it up!! :D another thing to keep me occupied! :D
Also you all know about my job interview next week right? Well, I got a call from my uni today asking me to come in tomorrow for a mock interview! :D So yeah I'm going to go tomorrow to see if it goes well, so wish me good fortune! :D
Take care and think positive!! xoxox
So basically today I went to JSA and my body was killing me...I wouldn't go into details about it because it's pretty much the same....that aside I actually was talking to my advisor about my trip to Whales when I went in year 9 (I was 14 then ^^), it was a 1 week trip and I was surprised that my dad actually let me go :P (actually a few months back the topic came about and my dad was indenial and was shocked that he did let me go...so funny ^^) So anyways it just felt so nostalgic when I was thinking talking about it, making me really excited and thinking of going again...but of course that wouldn't happen given my health and the timing :P
Anyways, in the last few days and still continuing, I was watching my an anime called Aikatsu! It's a very interesting anime, and very childlike :P but I still like watching it. It's about a rising idol and how she goes through all the different events and auditions to gain to the top and beat her idol, along the way she meets other idols and other things happen. Anyway, one of the key features of the anime was the clothing cards that they all have. Different branded clothes suiting different people and the outfits! It's inspired me to draw outfits in the forms of cards and share them with you all :P Make it into a collectable fashion cards too! :D So yeah I think I might start it up!! :D another thing to keep me occupied! :D
Also you all know about my job interview next week right? Well, I got a call from my uni today asking me to come in tomorrow for a mock interview! :D So yeah I'm going to go tomorrow to see if it goes well, so wish me good fortune! :D
Take care and think positive!! xoxox
Monday, 7 October 2013
Please have a go at my poll!
Hey everyone! :D
Quick message I just created a poll and every week it's going to be something different! It's a ways to help me improve my blog! :D it would be on the right hand side at the top please have a go and don't be shy!! :D
Thanks xoxox
Quick message I just created a poll and every week it's going to be something different! It's a ways to help me improve my blog! :D it would be on the right hand side at the top please have a go and don't be shy!! :D
Thanks xoxox
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