Just stay calm and everything will be alright! :D (Monthly Special)

Hey hey everyone! :D

Ok I know I left you all in a bit of a cliff hanger with my illness so I apologise about that and the reason why I haven't been updating was because of this illness it makes me feel really weak and exhausted.

Anyways I'll start from the 23rd August 2013 when I went to the doctors I was happy that my doctor was nice and get this whole I was explaining my symptoms she was writing a list down on a piece of paper I was thinking to myself I wonder if these are names of the possible illnesses I might have at the end of the consultation she gave me the paper and said I need to get a blood test for everything on the paper. I honestly was surprised thinking no way another blood test? And this time it's a lot more serious because one of the blood test was for Arthritis. Yep, that's right people I might have arthritis the doc was thinking the same thing as I was that I'm too young but it's still a possibility, but she also said that it could be a virus that's taking a toll on my body. 

So on Tuesday 27th August I went to the hospital to take the blood test turns out they don't do GP patients on Tuesdays and only do them on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. I thought great now I wasted a lot of time for no reason but it was not in vein as I learnt something from it :) always check the details of opening times - really I blame myself for it I mean if I had checked I wouldn't have went to that hospital and would've actually went to he other one that does weekdays :)

So the next day I went and I did managed to get my blood test done and they said it would come a week later :) thankfully when I went home I made myself an appointment for the following week on Thursday 5th September 2013 :) 

Anyway other than that I went to an event with my mum it was a charity sale to raise some money for our local mosque and what attracted me on the leaflet was 'canvas painting' which straight away in my head I thought of Bob Ross (the joy of painting series) so I assumed that we were probably going to be doing canvas painting of course it made more sense later that they were actually SELLING canvas painting :P

Anyways I had my henna done and I took a few pictures of the place so yeah I thought I'd share that with you all :) 

Also these are pictures from a day after my bday as I did my own henna so yeah so I show you that too :) 

This is the henna I done on my youngest sister copied from the design book but only parts of the design :)

My youngest sis did this on me after she made me wash it the first time you can slightly see the previous design :P

The next two were me using my left hand on my right :) (btw I'm left handed :P)

Here are the results from the couple of hours that we had it on for (I would've had it for longer but my hand started aching :) 

And these are from the event I went with my mummy (yep I'm 23 n I still say mummy lol)

Also I had a Bob Ross inspiration on 1st of September and I put it into motion and I ended up with this:

This as done on my mini easel :) it was kind of hard because the paint wasn't thin but I worked around it :P

Anyways today is the day I'm going to the doctors to find out my results I tried really hard not to burden others with this but when your nervous who would know you better then your family? So yeah I didn't say I'm nervous or worried but I think it kind of showed on my face :) but one thing I didn't want is for anyone to go with me and my big sis kind of forced me to let her come with me but I was trying to say it to her indirectly but she still insisted. Honestly I think I would be feeling more anxious if she was around but don't get me wrong I really appreciate her concern. End of it a I would defo find out something whether I have Arthritis or a virus or probably something else! :D honestly saying I made my peace with it being Arthritis so I'm not so worried! :D

Also a few weeks ago I have been feeling down because of my illness if I tell you the truth :P I just didn't want to worry anyone about it you know? But I don't want it to seem like I don't want anyone to share anything with me honestly saying I would LOVE it if people needed my help!! :D but anyways coming to the point I recently am back to my old optimistic self again because I was able to get past the problem of my illness and find a solution and what cheered me up was this anime called Brothers Conflict! It's Genres are: Shoujo, comedy and Reverse Harem!! A harem is when there is a guy surrounded by many girls and a reverse harem is clearly the opposite!! :D I just LOVE reverse harem! It gets my heart beating so much!!! Ohh I feel excited just by thinking about it! :D anyways that is one of my favourite Anime :D so yeah I just thought I share and recommend (to those who watch anime) this for everyone :)

Anywho that's the major update and again I will always try and make it a daily one post!! Ohh also I have to let you gamers know (if you don't already) that I have redownloaded the Sims 2 complete collection with EVERYTHING including mansions and gardens, ikea and kitchen and bath!!! Hehe I've been playing it although I have a couple of glitches still but yeah it's there!!  Yay!!!

Anyways that's all for this post I will repost again later on if im not too tired and to let you all know what's going on :D stay safe and be positive people ;) xoxox

Happy birthday me! :D and much more :)

Hey everyone! :D

Ok let's start off by first saying that on Saturday 17th August I went to the doctors to see what is wrong it turns out that i might have something I won't say anything now but as its not for definite and I made an appointment for this Friday 23rd August to find out exactly what's wrong. I mentioned it to my family but I think they noticed that I was actually a bit worried but honestly saying I was and I still am but I won't let it trouble my family. I will be finding it out tomorrow anyways so yeah let's just see what happens :)

Also it was my birthday on Tuesday ;) I turned 23 yay me :D but I don't feel old at all, and I know normally people would feel old but honestly saying I don't feel that old at all :) my bday was normal I enjoyed the evening part of it where my family was joking about and laughing it was really nice. 

Also in the morning I went to my uni for the internship thing so my next stage is to find a job of placement and show it to my uni and they will take it from there :)

Today I went to my college where I picked up my science results, I looked at my grades and found that I actually did quite bad on my physics the second time around lol and for my chemistry and biology I got the same grade :) but overall I passed!!!!!! :D I was so happy!! :D now I don't have to worry about it no more!! Next up ICT which I enrolled on Monday starting in September so I'm kind of excited about that :D

Anyways that's the big update for today!! :D take care and think positive as always ;) xoxox

What shall I say?

Hey everyone! :D

Well today I didn't sleep a wink!! :O these few days I've been getting a lot of insomnia nights :O I never knew that I was the kind of person to stress over something to the point of not being able to sleep. Anyway it wasn't so bad the whole day I've been full of energy and having a full mug of coffee was a very smart move ;)

Today I took my mum to the hospital and then we went shopping!! :D and I bought myself some make up from the market! And a black glittery scarf I haven't taken the pictures of them but I'll do so tomorrow as I'm getting really tired :)

Afterwards we went to eat and I ate a nice meal with my mum ;) here's a picture of my food and another of me :)

And here's a picture of the place a little bit :) I liked the pictures hanging :)

A sink to wash your hands after your meal :)

Anywho when I came home I felt fine until now where my body is giving me problems but I think if I keep my body busy it won't be so painful :)

Anywho that's all for now tomorrow I'm going to wake up early and go to the doctors and find out exactly what's happening with me :) anyways I'll speak to you all tomorrow :) take care and think positive xoxox

Sorry for not blogging! :O Depressed but then Impressed! :D Happy go Lucky as always :) (Post about yesterday and today)

Hey Everyone!! :D

How are you all? :) Ok I need to apologise for yesterday! Honestly saying I forgot to :O I was playing on that online game :) and I totally forogt and by the time I remembered it was too late and I was going to sleep! So I'll blog for today! :)

Firstly, I was a little depressed yesterday because I wasn't getting a job but in a way I was happy because my dad was really supportive of my jewellery making home business :) It's something I have been thinking about so I will make it happen! :D I was also thinking about my life skills such as driving...yep I still haven't learnt driving....so I really want to get that out of the way. Knowing me I feel a little scared because I always think of myself as a clumsy driver that would make a stupid mistake and end up in a car accident...I know the paranoia thought lol. But it's a natural thought to have so I was thinking about it but of course I am not totally discouraged and my big sis was being very supportive which was nice :)

Anyways, I was talking to my sis about how it's hard to find a job...and I was thinking about how the one thing that is a more definite thing that can't go wrong is going wrong just made me feel like I'm cursed when it comes to finding a job! But then today I check my e-mail and I get an e-mail from my uni about the CV workshop that I was thinking would never happen...and it turns out they finally made the session on Tuesday next week! :D Of course I am happy but and a little hopeful but I won't bring my hopes up and I will definitely not give up because there is always hope! :D Also when I was loading the e-mail I was thinking that the session would be on my birthday and guess what? It is! :P That's right everyone! :) My birthday is next week Tuesday 20th August :D I'm actually kind  of happy about it it's like a new age and a new start! :) Anyways other than that my sister did find a few vacancies which I will apply to as soon as I get MircroSoft Office :)

Also I am kind of excited about the jewellery making so I can't wait to start up on that!! :D Other than that today nothing much really happened although I haven't forgotten about my chapter update! so don't worry about that I will definitely put that up soon and most probably some time this week :) Honestly I know I keep delaying it but I'm hoping I will be able to upload it this week! :D

Laptop is still not sorted out but I will be making a start on it today so don't worry about that :)

Well that's all for today take care and think positive xoxox

over 1000 views and updates!! :D (posted on 12/08/2013 at 12:07am)

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so right now i'm blogging with my laptop :) but i haven't done anything just yet because I haven't sorted out my hardrive which i would tomorrow :)

Anyway I had my blood test today, I had a lot of pain and was resting up from it!! I was in a lot of pain guys...I had no idea I would feel this weak! :O Anyways, I'm starting to worry about this illness a lot now because tomorrow (tuesday) will mark the 3rd week with this pain :O I just hope it's nothing serious and I'm going to start praying all my prayers again starting tomorrow :)


Other than that I have to say today I was on my laptop the whole day and it felt a little weird at first but comfortable in the end :) After I come back from JSA I will definitely sort out my hardrive :) Also I started playing this game that I used to play before - and it's been 4 years since then and now I'm starting it up again - it was so fun :) I started playing from today :) and I really like it :) I basically got this message from a friend on there saying that they miss me and if i'm ever gonna play again....and I thought to myself omg That's so sweet! I have to play again :) I saw some pictures in my e-mail of the old times and it was really fun! :D So yeah i'm going to start playing again, the name of the game is Ourworld :) I'm such a child I know but that's Just me :P

Anyway I was actually kind of shocked to see over 1000 views on this blog! I was so shocked! :O So again I want to take a bit of time to say thank you to you all!! :D I would've added this beautiful thank you picture if I made one but I will soon and upload it here! :D Anyways thank you to all of you who have had the time to read my blog! it really means a lot to me! :D THANK YOU!

That's all for today until tomorrow take care and think positive xoxox

Just having those days right now....

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok right now I'm feeling a bit depressed but that's only because I really want a holiday for me and my family. 

Anyways that's just a momentary thing though. On a happier note I went on my laptop for the first time like properly but I couldn't do much because my mum started doing some random clothes cleaning which made me not want to do what I was planning on doing on my laptop however now I have to leave it off for tomorrow but I did however go on my laptop still and I started a tv show that I wanted to watch which is called New Girl it's quite a funny series I really enjoy it too :)

I did start watching it before but I didn't finish watching it so now I started it up again and I'm already on the fifth episode :)

Anyway tomorrow I'm gonna have my blood test because my pain hasn't gone yet and then I'm gonna come home and sort out stuff on my laptop :)

Anyways try and stay positive in all situation inc. when you're feeling depressed so I'll definitely be optimistic :) take care and think positive xoxox

Henna design and other creative stuff and update (Saturday 10th August2013)

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok so today I was in a lot of pain but I wasn't doing much! I would've blogged earlier but I was making up a game with my younger brother!

Honestly me and my younger bro can always combine our ideas to make really awesome games!! :D just like me and my youngest sister can combine to make really awesome games and sims houses!! :D

Anyway the game is a card game and its about battle and stuff so I can't wait to make and play this game it's going to be real fun!! :D

At one point during the day I was looking for the henna but somehow I ended up losing it and felt bad a out it because its a brand new henna. However I did put henna on but it was one of the other packets that my mum got and it was those chemically made henna which honestly isn't really good! But I put it on and instantly took it off so my skin doesn't get damaged normally I wouldn't have out it on but thankfully it wasn't so bad, here's he result:

This is the actual henna when I put it on

This is how it looks like when I took it off! :D

Also before I put the henna on me and my youngest sister finally gave out the chocolate cake. It was scrumptious!! Tasted just like a chocolate cake with nuts from the bakery shops!! Here's how it looks like and look at Aston!! He's soo cute:

This was my piece so yummy!! :D

Also a little later that day my older brother came to me with some good news!!! My hard drive finally came and he already out everything inside!! So now I could sort out all my old stuff and add in what I really need to and also finally start using my laptop properly!! :D which means major changes to my blogs and also my writing blog will change too! :D

Speaking of writing I want to apologise to everyone about my chapter not being uploaded I really feel terrible about it so I wanted to let you all know that it will be up definitely in the next couple of days!!

I just got overly excited and took a picture of my hard drive :D

Anyways that's all for today and like always take care and think positive because when you do it really does help in life! It really eases away all the pain and stress people build up!! :D xoxox